Friends are born,not made.

2008-06-14T11:49:00.002+08:00

Ytd he told me a bad news that he will turn to normal shift,that means i can't see him on mon to friday le,and sat & sun i can't out of house... -_-!!
no more days for us to meet le.........
tian yi??
Few times ago he asked me abt that,i refused,i felt sorry to him but still refuse. i know currently e world v open,and his friends all have ** with their bf or gf,he asks me y i can't? i hug him and i apologize,although he says nvm coz he doesn't mind it,i know he suffers...
How should i solv this qn? different view ba... i know im right to say no,but he also nothing wrong to ask 4 natural requirement..
sumtimes i thinnk myself i with him one yr le....my fren and her bf alr did when they together in 3 mmonths only... den y i must follow e old rules from old society ??
i ask myself again and again, and try to change my mind, but in e end i still unable to convince myself . im sorry to him but my conculusion is i must respect my husband who marry me in e future no matter what.

Usually i would like to joke him abt *** all the time,i looks v bad and 'yellow' but actually i juz dare to talk but nothing in active.i thought he knows me that im a person who still with a conservative view and he accepts it already.

however i suddenly realise that he's suffer all e time,im so sorry to him. so sorry~　ｉ　ｓｗｅａｒ　ｉ　ｗｏｎ＇ｔ　ｊｏｋｅ　ｔｔ　ｒｅｌｅｖａｎｔ　ｔｈｉｎｇ　ｔｏ　ｈｉｍ　ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ！！

2007-11-06T20:24:00.001+08:00

feeling good at that moment...
but i found i start to rely on him after that...
i will become dependence....
maybe i will miss him every day when he is not my side......
i scare tt.......
those kind of things can't be happen.......

im sure he will leave me one day,
or may soon....
so,how could i rely on him so much?
he said he can feel tt both of us turn to closer once we meet that day.
Sticky......
It's dangerous!
I scare....
i really afraid of caring him......
i know he does.

I worry about i will hate him one day ifi fall in love with him seriously.

2007-10-16T12:20:00.000+08:00

Meet him in e early morning...
he looked like v tired...
he said tt coz he watched movie until 3am ytd night...
i scolded him tt he doesn't respect our date,he hold my hand and apologized.
i dislike he affact his daytime juz becoz overnight...
but...
he's audlt and im not his mother...he should know it how could i keep on nagging him?
Why i love him?why he loves me? it's hard to explain...
so far we still control ourselves and keep distance between both so that when something happen we can leave each other immedatielly. but why we don't stop right now?
it's becaus,we feel lonely without each other!
loneliness is able to kill an elephan.

2007-10-13T18:03:00.000+08:00

He called me today,but i didn't notice...den when i saw his miss call in hp,i didn't call back immediatelly coz i thought he was busy...
Can't image what will he say to me tmr?
after i reach home,my grandma told me he called my house number too...i guess maybe he start angry le... What e hell..like real like that.............

2007-08-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

He even no time to accompany me simply sit down & chat...
I feel so piss off...
I understand his job needs him and it makes him busy but i also need him,once he starts his work,he would almost forget to sms me or reply my msg...
i miss him every moment,but it makes me looks like V stupid...He even feels its troublesome sometimes...i can feel It...he starts to avoid me...E more number of msg i sms him,the longer time he delay to replay me...

So piss off...

He called me juz now,my voice become v cold when i talk to him. He asked me what's up,i said nth. He apologized to me said tt he really busy and really tired on work as well but not coz he avoid me...
well,I understand and i worry abt his health too...but...i juz duno how to forgive him...HOW?? We have moree than 2 weeks didn't meet each other alr...and he can't pick up hp during workin hours in day and i can't talk on phone when i at home in night coz my parent not allow. Due to these reasons,can u image how short hr we can talk per day?

Sometimes i would wonder whether i really have him anot...
-_=! what a tough question!

2007-05-27T14:06:00.000+08:00

2007-05-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

Mum v angry for im on phone for long time talking with him....but we juz spend around 20 mins onli. She nervous to any guy who talk with me...she warn me dunt let her catch i chat with him again otherwise she will go find him and ask he leaves me... i almossst feel duffocating becoz of her behavior.
im old enough to settle my own life,i have righ to make a friend who i love even if she doesn't like anyhow...
Mum ask me whether i steady with him now,i don't want to lie her but i scare after she knows tt it's true she will cut off phone line inculde my handphone so i keep on slience.... Im tired of hiding, tried of hurting him and myself.... i wanna break up,but he said it's much painful for him....
and,i know. me too.
.............speechless..

2006-08-18T20:38:00.000+08:00

i saw karen in bedok today, 17,7,2006.

Bump into Karen n Jas in Bedok at around 8pm today.(Monday)

2006-07-17T19:33:00.000+08:00

i saw karen in bedok today, 17,7,2006.

2006-06-30T10:50:00.000+08:00

2006-03-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

Today went Changi Beach Club with Jan,Joan and Charmain since Jan is a Membership there. Her dad drove us to club,we supposed to study and stay till sunset,but den the weather became v windy and comfortable after it rained lk dogz and catz around 3pm (CATZ AND DOGZ??)..which made us unable to keep studying anymore. so we gave up and went to beach look for birds and fishes. haha. Rubbish Nonsense! haha. Anyway,ending we really learnt finish 1 chpt only and played all the way till on the bus.
N i enjoy today v much! great mood with them. haha. =D. The most happy thing is i start to know abt Joanne,jan and charmian more. They're wonderful lol,energy! Today i found i love Joa so much! Oh! haha. I always thought she's a crazy woman who dyed a hair with red and blue since last yr we met,playful and active. but now i finally find im wrong before ,coz she's more playful and active plus talkative i expected. and she has a side of sentimental as well. Actually she 's quite friendly and cute lol and would think of other's feeling,same as Jan,v wonderful one . Haha. N Everyone have many side lol. haha.

Don't know it's a good or bad point 4 me, i once determinded to pass ite life of 2 years along till this year... Don't know why and forgot till when i start to have conversation with others and den i start to realise all of my classmates who are friends now.and find i like their charater actually. It seems a good point but it also means maybe when we gradurate and have to seperate,i will experience few bad weeks to accept reality again.....Making....losing.....making again..losing again..................WOLAO.......+_=!!! .Forget it. At least Once we spent happy moments together,once a friendz,juz enough!

2006-03-24T19:41:00.000+08:00

Nominated by my CA to attend project group. Quite a good project it's! Heard Ms zhao we can get paid by outside Company when we do project in school. That means i can work and study at the same time. $$$.. hahaha.

Project training should be on every friday and during sch holiday we have to come training as well. Junior said after we really decide to join it, traveling time will usually end by 9pm every day when it's busy. Hehe. *sleepy* but don't know why deep inside i v long to start this project as soon as possible becasue it seems will be e most funny and wonderful project i ever take.. Hope i can find a good parternet who enjoy this project too! . Haha.

2006-03-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

2006-03-10T15:34:00.000+08:00

Find i really love 'forever love',which song by Xjapan,sO much.
The more i listen it,the more i love it.
Forever Love (Xjapan)

Miss those part of memories so..

2006-03-03T15:25:00.000+08:00

Bu De Bu Ai

This song is originally performed by Pan Wei Bo (Wilber). Thanks b123 for uploading this to YouTube!

If u STILL unable to watch it, pls link to http://youtube.com/watch?v=iWLDF192VW0 diplay. =)

2006-02-18T16:39:00.000+08:00

DRAW BY JAN 2005
DRAW BY 2004 DRAW BY K

Done by 13/April/2003

2005-11-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

I may leave here, since i suddenly don't know the meaning in keep writing... I never give up till yesterday,i felt my hope of seeing her no longer be here forever.. it becomes empty forever. i used to think tt it will provide a good way for ppl who care about me to know more about me, but i slowly to understand in fact if you really care a ppl, you can know about her v well in any way, more intimate and more private,ad still, more accurate but not like now tt seems i force you to read what i wrote all the time. We can email, we can write to each other, we can even call other's number, since as long as we are close enough to share things about life, we must have known one of those ways to contact with.

Anyway. you know what to do, when you really think of me. i don't wanna it to be a duty or something to read my blog. i would be very glad to reply to your emails. just contact me in a better way, blog may not be the best choice now. it's one-way, public, and somewhat cold aloof...

anyway, thank you all for visiting or having visited my blog, your visits and comments have supported me through all these years. but now, let's enter a new phase of knowing each other.

kiss-goodbye my space, my dear friends...

best wishes to you GUYZ all...

2005-11-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

Done by photoshop. =)

2005-11-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

Easy ways to increase your consumption of lycopene:

Start your meal with a cup of tomato soup. Add some fresh basil for a gourmet taste.
When making your own spaghetti sauce, add tomato paste and a little olive oil.
For a refreshing snack, drink a glass of reduced sodium tomato or vegetable juice.
Top omelets, chicken breasts, pork chops and baked potatoes with salsa.
Look for cut-up watermelon in the produce department and at the salad bar.

2005-11-08T18:59:00.000+08:00

Even if you buy expensive skin care products they won't be as effective in helping you achieve healthy skin without help from your diet. Remember to eat correct Way to Healthy Skin This Summer!

Water is extremely important to having good skin health. Make sure you are constantly hydrated during the hot summer months! Make sure to drink a glass of water before any heavy exercise or before stepping out into hot weather.
Fish contains oils that will help nourish your skin. Eat a dish of salmon or other fish rich in fish oils to add shine and softness to your complexion.
Ground flaxseeds are an excellent source of omega-3 fatty acids, which promote good skin health. You can sprinkle ground flaxseeds on cereal, salads, desserts, or casseroles.
Vitamin A is essential for healthy skin. We recommend plenty of dark orange (carrots, sweet potatoes) and dark green (broccoli, spinach, kale) vegetables - all of which are high in vitamin A.
Healthy skin also needs the B vitamins found in whole grains, milk and wheat germ to keep your skin balanced and moisturized.
Vitamin C helps build collagen, which help support the tissues of our body. A lack of vitamin C can cause bruising, loss of skin strength and elasticity, and poor healing of cuts and scrapes. A bowl of strawberries or a tall glass of orange juice can supply all the vitamin C you require.
Vitamin E helps promote good-looking skin, which is why we recommend nuts such as hazelnuts and almonds - which are high in vitamin E - as snacks.

Aside from a proper diet, we recommend exercise as a good way to help you keep your skin looking fresh and young.

2005-11-07T19:24:00.000+08:00

I finally realise what did mum say is extremly correct. In Singapore,a country which there is no season to exchange,it is really too hot so that people's skin are easier than in other countries to become older than their age. SO In order to prevert this terrible thing happen too fast before 30, i made my mind to control my health as good as possible .

+ Drink a cup of water with salt early in the morning everyday...
+ Drink 'hot green tea' or '24 cooling tea' as a refreshing and healthy alternative to soft drinks per day...
+ Get enough sleep...and don't overnight too often in case there is black eye socket below eyes...
+ No chocolate,no sweet, and away from fastfood...
and....... and so on lol....

To be continue........

2005-11-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

I promised that i will work hard and don't lost my parents face again. but why the result still not as good as i expect!! AhGrrrrr....... Disappointed.

2005-10-30T17:16:00.000+08:00

Ming's GF. =D

2005-10-30T14:27:00.000+08:00

Since the year 2002 i have graduated from my first sec sch in ShangHai,there have had being 3 years and above i didn't see Ming,PengJie and Ying,whom I once thought it's impossible to meet again in life,as this world is too big to bump into each other as long as if you and me lost contact once. Hehe. No matter u believe it or not,sometimes it's really easy to leave,ad hard to meet. Hehe.
Tml is a fresh day,who knows today we say goodbye and what will happen to us next day.Maybe either you go abroad or i gt married. Who knows ?

Hahah. But our meeting is a magic! haha. I found their QQ number and they found mine at the same time. haha.
Anyhow,Their changes,shocked me. =]

Addition,3 years.meet once onli. Hai..Don't know when wilL k,jas,xt,ting,mc and i meet togetherr again. What if is another 3 years or above? =_=!! Who knows?

UpLoad their photo with their gf or bf herre... Hehe.... Permited by them. =D

Photoshop - create a new layer

2005-10-28T14:09:00.000+08:00

Ctrl + L LEVEL
Ctrl + Shirt + N CREATE NEW LAYER
Ctrl + A SELECT ALL
Ctrl + X CUT IN BACKGROUND
GO TO NEW LAYER
Alt + backspace to make the layer black
Q for QUICK MASK
Ctrl + V PASTE
Q again
Delete.

2005-10-27T10:06:00.000+08:00

grandpa

2005-10-25T19:15:00.000+08:00

唉，妈。。。。。。
您说我们现在越来越陌生了，
您说我变的越来越冷漠了，
您，不再说什么了。
只剩寂静腐蚀。
唉，妈妈。。。。

2005-10-24T19:32:00.000+08:00

Eslyn,HEHE, All the best! hehe.Stay happy always Oo!!

cool

2005-10-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

2005-10-16T19:06:00.000+08:00

Oringinal, 5 of us supposed to visit jas's house in the morning today and gave her a surprise for celebrating her birthday,and even had discussed what cake should we buy. but in last minute,plan be cancelled. We feel sorry for Jas! The part played by us as friend is v bad.

Xue said Let's face the fate that we can't celebrate together. But is it really by fate? Both of us feel damn piss off. Xue put many effect on it but ending in vain.

How huge the world is! n How many people live in this world! You leave awhile just means you disappear foreveR.

Although the situation tt we r impossible to gather together again appear earlier than i expected,i don't sad for it,because i decide to accept it now.

All r man-made led the fate like tt! what the hell i can change?

2005-10-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

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2005-10-07T17:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday so excite to bump into some friends who got alone v well during sec sch in QQ. Then be told there are many has started working already,n some still in study,same as me...
Their colorful and pretty amazing me till lost breath. Haha. in addition, After 4 years of seprating,memories back to past as if nothing be happened among all of us. We still were child. hehe. ...... Forget it,say for fun only.
Compare with them,i feel my life is damn SUX. im too sux to make my life better and give my parents 2 feel a sense of proud. SUX!! I must stand up and improve the standard of my life to enjoy it very welL!! Wei,jia you,jia you!! =D

Oh,i love my friends.

From L to R:Huihui,chen Tie and Wang Ju.

2005-10-04T19:04:00.000+08:00

eAngle Cage

2005-10-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

2005-10-03T21:49:00.000+08:00

Finally Finish my N Eng.Next paper is Science. AlL the best! Thanks Jas to encourage me before the day of my N was going to start. (Anyway,i would not feel be hurted by some friends anymore and i won't remind them to do sth or say anything. They have their own world,i have mine.i can't still have any hope with troublesome. Sorry for i realise it too late,friend. That's all.)
Oh,thanks GRANDPA gave me a dream to bump into you. but,pls don't bring me away from this world now,i still haven't fulfil my target to filial my parents in happiness. happiness...where r u?

Although Feeling not very...welL,it still can't be calLed rough. Everyone should handle it to pass life. Hehe. Life SuX,just like tt!

2005-09-27T13:27:00.000+08:00

School exam and N level coming soon together...With abit stress,i feel as if there is no enough time for me to prepare both. Hai..why everyone's character r totally different? though All r human being. hai..= =!!. Like Someone can put worries aside and always appear in front of people with a Sun-shine face no matter how mood they are at this moment; but someone just can't. hai...i am second one. SEE,Today i sigh too much times again,hai... Think i should start changing my character to opmi(kai lang) as soon as possible.
Stay happy always,at least must to be in front of friends. =] haha. All the best!

2005-09-14T15:39:00.000+08:00

Fattening Food in Disguise

2005-09-13T14:32:00.000+08:00

...Honestly reallY quite sad to hear he's going to wed. Either he lied me or Mao got fever and crazIeD... = ="" Hahaha... Hai... im upset,damn upset...Wei4,Have u seen what i said? IM DEPRESS！HAHAHA...
......U all leave me alone to get life along...alL......hai....haha..

2005-09-12T10:17:00.000+08:00

2005-09-10T18:12:00.000+08:00

My Consin start University on first week of September this year. She's younger than me one year.
As soon as My mum heard it from Grandma,her expression gt abit surprised. Although she didn't say anything to me,but she walk in and out of my room asking how's your schoolwork or do you have confidence to pass exam? and ect. Her face told me she's unhappy and quite disappoint on me.
Hai.....i feel very sorry for my mum. I am such uselesS. ShiT!!!!!!!!!!SUX!! Aaa!!
I go study le...bb.

2005-09-08T15:53:00.000+08:00

Today is my Mummy's 4+ birthday!!

WoW!! Happy birthday To mum!

Thanks for giving me Soul tO Live and teach me how to love world and enjoY it! YeS,Thank You sOoOo much!!
Additional, Actually no matter what this world become,it's not my business at alL, i love parents more than it.
Without mum,without me,without this world.
You are my whole wOrld!

I LoVee Ya!! My dearest mum!!
Stay happy foreveR!!!

2005-09-06T19:16:00.000+08:00

A happy day fOr me. hehe.
What is my defination of happy? hehe. The most simplest desription is 'Nth to worry abt,and you can easily fall into sleep in the end of day'. Hehe.

Yesterday went Parkway with 8 of friends during break. They ate fastfood which looks like quite delicious. Haha. Bt poor thing it's time of my dieting,only can staring at instead of enjoying with them. haha. bt nvm,i got drink as weLl.
Today went XP,ate KFC. Admire them... Richhhhhh and keeppp eeatting fried food almost everyday wouldn't feel bore. - -!!! Haha. Take care health! After eat, drink more green tea to control gainin,ok? haha. All the best.

There are long times i didn't go see his blog. It's terrible impossible for me in the past. haha. Yupyup.
WelL,it's a happy day.

2005-08-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

Today during break, 9 of us go to XP suppose to eat. Den spend some time to change place from foodcaut to KFC... lucky we have 2 hours for break. Ending i didn't eat. hehe. So Lame. Don't know sch give student such long break for what?!! Why they don't arrange timetable closer,let us come early dismiss early,don't like now Come early dismiss late since we've a long break... Sux.
Forget it.

Unhappy day. Normal.

2005-08-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

Ohmy! Didn't have A Feeling of 'He won't come back and im totally free' such strong like this before! I sat with my eyes fixed on PC screen for a long time,feeling a wave of remorse cover over me... He calls my fulL name! Den i can sensed tears rolled down burned my cheeks,hottly. Between full name and a word 'wei' are definately different. Different in meaning,in heart. As if i never exist in his world once. Well,finally,we r stranger 2 each other nw and i accept it this time won't change.
Never again would i feel the warmth of loving him in heart.
A new day has cOme. =D
HEHEHE.....

2005-08-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

Our third term holiday start from Yesterday. Heard Karen said their one is First week of Sepetember. Hai,Sec 5 so poor thing. Can see them beri Stress and playing time limited.

2005-08-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

You are an assassin.

That means you are a proffessional and do your job without mixing any emotions in it. In your life you have probably been hurt many times and have gotten some mental scars. This results in you being distant from people. Though many think that you are evil, you are not. What you really are is a person, trying to forget your pain and past. You are the person who never seems to care and that is why being an assassin fits you good. Atleast, that's what people think. Even if you don't care that much for your victims, you still have the ability to care and to generally feel. It is not lost, just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to not get to noticed, and dress in black or other discrete colours. You don't being in the spotlight and wish people would just leave you alone. But once you do get close to someone you have a hard time letting go and get real down if you loose him/her.

Quote: "The walls we build around us to keep out the sadness also keep out the joy" -Jim RohnFacial

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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2005-08-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.

When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.

When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"

When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.

When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old she drove you allday,from soccer to gymnastic to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business."

When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you."

When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.

When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"

When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how
deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."

When you were 40, she called to remind you of a relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.

If you love your mom, repost this bulletin.

2005-08-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

Xueting suggest me why don't i write about school life here sO she can know how im doing and my mood... Haha. Ok,Thanks Xue for your caring!! =]
WelL,honestly be'cOz nth to say so i seldom mention it. In sch,i either sleep in classroom or sit alone playing computer thinking of my own thing all day. I would like to think of my parent,how hard they bring up me from the first Of my mum pregrented and what they gained from me and what they want to be given; think Of my histroy,hOw innocent and happy i was,didn't know anything,trusted everyone and would like to make everyone as friends; miss my hometown,my friends and even many passers-by in my whole life's journey,think of how about them now?? If without me born in this world,how abt my parent's fate now? WilL it be different? Will they become happier or richer or be freedom? And,sometimes i will worry about my future but it's quite seldom because it's a fantasy for me.Too far to think. Oh,YUP,HAHA,See,there are many things need me to arrange clearly. That's why i would walk far away from group and leave alone.
In my opinon,they don't have responsible to know my bz. That's too troublesOme. They won't have interesting in knowing it. Coz they no interested to know so i nvr tell them as welL. Since nvr telL them,so i seldom talk to them toO. Um,that's aLl.

i don't know what my classmate thinking abt me. Sometimes it makes me sad. But these weeks i finally realise there's no choice, i need freedom i juz must learn to don't care other's thought abt me anymOre. As long as I have my parent,my best friend and myself care me, Juz enough!!! Definatelly enouff! =D lala.

im enough nw!! =D

2005-08-14T21:13:00.000+08:00

Link horoscope test from Jas. Hehe. Search For Karen,ting,xue,Qi and mine. Hehe. EnjOy it!!

Mine:
You have unusually strong security needs that are likely to find expression in a healthy drive for financial well-being and domestic safety. You can be ferociously defensive when your home or those you love are threatened, and this makes you a good provider who is sensitive to family concerns. Periodically, you may have to restructure your entire lifestyle, and these experiences are what shape your need for stability.
In your personal relationships, you have a very sympathetic and understanding demeanor. You care for the underdog, and may find that many of your friends come to you for advice because you listen so well. In the home, you are likely to be the one who takes charge, since you have very strong ideas about the way things should be. In general, you get along best with Cancerians, Scorpios, Capricorns, and Pisceans.
In your professional life, you may prefer to work out of your home, or in an office situation that approximates a homey atmosphere. Your co-workers may become like family members, or your family members may help you with your career or business. You may be tuned into women's rights in the workplace, and could greatly benefit by securing a place for more women. You may also prosper in the food or health industries.

Qi's:
Throughout your lifetime, your thinking is stimulated by three of the "heavies": Jupiter, which rules society, orthodox religion, and law; Uranus, which represents originality, direct inspiration, and radical breaks with tradition; and third, the mysterious planet Neptune, which rules spirituality, mysticism, metaphysics, and transcendence. You may well find yourself pondering questions of theology and the meaning of life professionally.
You are likely to show a scholarly disposition, with an interest in and talent for languages, cultures, and world religions. If you don't personally get your hands on the Dead Sea Scrolls, you may still enjoy the questions they raised when they were discovered. You may also turn your remarkable intellect toward more practical considerations. Your greatest challenge is to keep your mind open as it questions, so that your inquiries don't become inquisitions. Your greatest strength is the wisdom to know the difference.
An exciting Leo may light your fire, while an Aries can help you zero in on concrete goals and ambitions.

Karen:
Some folks may call you a hopeless dreamer, but you prefer to think of yourself as a hopeful one. Although you may be frequently disappointed by opportunists and cynics, this doesn't stop you from thinking the best of everyone. When the human race lets you down, you lavish affection on your pets Animals hold a special place in your heart, as do small children. Perhaps you identify with their vulnerability.
You need friends who will form a protective barrier around you. Worldly Taureans, Cancerians, Virgos, and Capricorns can keep the wolves at bay. Your ideal romantic partner will bolster your ego. Steer clear of critical types who seek to correct your mistakes. You may be hard enough on yourself already!
Given your nurturing personality, you'd be wise to enter one of the caring professions. You'd make an excellent nurse, veterinarian, or hospital aide. Being a kindergarten teacher might also appeal to you, although you'd be reluctant to administer discipline. At some point in your life, you may prefer working independently. Solitary work like writing, photography, or film editing could provide the freedom you desire.
Because you soak up the atmosphere like a sponge, you need to be careful about the company you keep. In the event pessimists do overwhelm you, you might try going off on your own. Nature walks, prayer, and meditation can put you back in touch with your spiritual essence, which is as pure as a mountain stream.
Tender and vulnerable, your greatest challenge is to stick up for yourself. Although it's nice to have friends to run interference for you, it's important to be your own advocate. As you get older, it will be easier for you to speak on your own behalf. Your biggest strength is your relentless optimism. Use it as a shield against those who seek to dim your sunny smile.
You firmly believe that in order to understand the present, you have to know the past. History
books probably crowd your library, although you may enjoy biographies too. Feeling linked to your ancestors gives you a sense of power. There's a
good chance you can trace your family back for several generations. You're probably quite patriotic, too..
This interest in the past may influence your career choice. You would make an excellent genealogist, archivist, or historian. A love of children could take you in another direction- family planning, obstetrics, or midwifery may be fields worth exploring. Whether it's preserving old traditions or bringing new life into the world, you want to feel that life has a sense of continuity. You could never hold down a dead-end job for very long.
Xiaoting's: (14/July)
Generous people comprise the greater part of your social circle. That's why there are so many Geminis, Librans, Sagittarians, and Pisceans among your acquaintances. In romance, you want a partner who is romantic and spontaneous. You want to be swept off your feet, not under the carpet!
The greatest challenge you face, 1988 Cancer, is to live in the moment. Pining over the good old days can distract you from all the wonderful things that are unfolding right in front of you. Your biggest strength is your ability to make and keep friends. Companionship will rarely elude you.
Friends play a big role in your life. You enjoy folks who are creative and well-heeled. "Slumming it" holds little appeal for you. However, you never hesitate to help a pal who has fallen on hard times. There's a good chance that you are a member of at least one humanitarian group. You firmly believe that everybody has a right to be fed, clothed, and housed, regardless of economic straits. Performing charity work is your way of giving thanks for the abundance you enjoy on a daily basis.
(8/August)
You do everything on a grand scale and seek to have at least two of everything. Perhaps you had a financially insecure childhood. Maybe flamboyant relatives overshadowed you. Whatever the circumstances of your upbringing, they prompted you to become an outstanding success. Fighting your way to the top comes naturally to you.
Fun-loving people with a dash of flair have a special hold on your heart. Ariens, Leos, Librans, and Sagittarians have a lot in common with you. As far as your love life is concerned, you need a partner who isn't afraid to take risks. With the support of a loving mate, you can accomplish anything you desire. You need to have someone in your corner.
You have a strong artistic streak that could net you a fortune. Selling handmade items is a good possibility for you, as you like to put a personal stamp on everything you do. There's a good chance you will integrate nature's bounty into your work. Running a health food store, flower shop, or gardening service are among the ways you may make a living. You will probably market your wares to high-end clients; an air of exclusivity characterizes everything you do. Eventually, you could even launch your own line of luxury products.
Romance is important to you, although work can get in the way of your love life. At some point, you may have to choose between your personal and public lives. You may decide to take time off to raise your children. Such a decision could add an exciting new dimension to your life. Caring for young people fills a deep need within you. Whether you realize it or not, you're a very nurturing person.
Your greatest challenge is to scale back work for the sake of love. Although you are capable of great things on the career front, it's more important to build up a loyal circle of friends. Your biggest strength is your caring heart. If you obey its instincts, you'll never go wrong.
(Coz u have two birthday date, so im not sure which one is the best,so search both. No choice bt u spend some time read both lo.haha)

Xue:
You do everything on a grand scale and seek to have at least two of everything. Perhaps you had a financially insecure childhood. Maybe flamboyant relatives overshadowed you. Whatever the circumstances of your upbringing, they prompted you to become an outstanding success. Fighting your way to the top comes naturally to you.
Fun-loving people with a dash of flair have a special hold on your heart. Ariens, Leos, Librans, and Sagittarians have a lot in common with you. As far as your love life is concerned, you need a partner who isn't afraid to take risks. With the support of a loving mate, you can accomplish anything you desire. You need to have someone in your corner.
You have a strong artistic streak that could net you a fortune. Selling handmade items is a good possibility for you, as you like to put a personal stamp on everything you do. There's a good chance you will integrate nature's bounty into your work. Running a health food store, flower shop, or gardening service are among the ways you may make a living. You will probably market your wares to high-end clients; an air of exclusivity characterizes everything you do. Eventually, you could even launch your own line of luxury products.
Romance is important to you, although work can get in the way of your love life. At some point, you may have to choose between your personal and public lives. You may decide to take time off to raise your children. Such a decision could add an exciting new dimension to your life. Caring for young people fills a deep need within you. Whether you realize it or not, you're a very nurturing person.
Your greatest challenge is to scale back work for the sake of love. Although you are capable of great things on the career front, it's more important to build up a loyal circle of friends. Your biggest strength is your caring heart. If you obey its instincts, you'll never go wrong.

Since Jas and Mc have post their's already,so i didn't search for both Of u. Pls Don't mind. haha. How abt u think? Quite true ma? haha.

2005-08-09T17:59:00.000+08:00

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = pregnancy
Dumb man + smart woman = affair
Dumb man + dumb woman = marriage
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

Nonsence.......= S.. hehe

2005-08-06T16:59:00.000+08:00

+"" Friends r like pieces Of puzzle. If U lose one,t will never be complete again. Just want you to know,wei,u're One Of the pieces,i can't afford to lost! Miss yA!! ---MiaoHua. 6-Aug-2005 13:22:56
+"" Just wanna say u ar e frend which i cherish and don't wan 2 give Up...I will be happy if u are happy... I wil be always there 4 you if u have trouble... Bt u have 2 be my frenz 4 eveR!!! Nite. Miss ya! ---Ting. 1-Aug-2005 22:56:01
+"" U will be my close friend 4 ever. 6-Aug-2005
+"" FRendship doesn't nid everyday conversation,doesn't always nid togetherness...aZ long as it is kept in the heart...True Frenz never grow apart...Gd night! ---Ting. 12-July-2005. 22:34:58
+"" Morning. A cute message 4 a cute person From a cute sender. Have a nice day. ---Jas. 19-July-2005
+"" AdO!! I fell from bed trying to reach my phone juz 2 say gooD nite...sWit drimz! ---Ting. 18-July-2005. 22:41:56
+"" Days May pass&u wun hear from me but always remember that each day & night,clear or cloudy, i wud always wish tat you would be safe & happy foreveR... Nitez! =) ---Meichen. 21-July-2005 22:11:17
+"" Time might lead me2 no where & fate might break me into pieces but i will always B thakful that oce in my life's journey,i got you ('',)Gd morning! wei... ---Miaohua. 4-Aug-2005 00:57:44
+"" They say, as long as at least 1 person cares 4 you,Life isn't a waste. So when thingz go terribly wrong N u feel like giveing up pls remember,i care.. =) Gdmorning. ---Ting. 13-July-2005 06:53:25
+"" Flower 4 my Lovely friend i seldom see but often miss! Take care N keep in touch! ---Hua. 4-Aug-2005 10:33:06
+"" There will be no goodbyes For us! Just a Promise that...no matter what happens,we will be friend forever! ---Jas. 4-Aug-2005 22:07:22
+"" A simple text means i care enough to flex my thumb search your name wait for "Message sent" Then think of you and smile as i say "gd nitez" ('',) Ting. 4-Aug-2005. 22:05:20
+"" (I+U)=happy.(I+U)-U=lonely.Hope U could see how much I miss you! take care lOadzZ!
+"" A happy morning starts from a pleasant greeting 2 someone who deserve e best of everything that a new day may bring... Gd morning. =MuaCKz=

If i forget write down some msgs u sent me, pls remind me...IM SORRY FOR MISSING THEM. =] HEHE.
And thanks My friends sO !!! Love Ya!!

2005-08-06T16:27:00.000+08:00

Happiness and unhappiness are opposite sides of a judgement about your situation.
"+ If you judge your situation as bad for you, that's unhappiness.
"+ If you judge a situation as good for you, that's happiness.

2005-08-03T14:29:00.000+08:00

Didn't listen carefully what did Miss vivian say so today waked up early went school for PE(SW),den found no classmate in view,after realised sth wrong,called Janice asked whether Today no SW,she replied me yes,today no lesson in the morning till at 3pm...hahhaha........i so laMe...haha...

Since Ting's birthday coming soOn so went Orchard looking for her present. But it was stilL early for shopping malL,there are some stores haven't open yet...so i looked for a seat and sat there thinking what thing she would like to be given while drinking Fruit Juice...feeling so peacefuL..haha...

Saw many presents which suitable for ting,so lovly and cute makes me wanna bring them all home...LoVe,lOvE,LoVE!!Guess she sure will love them,coz i love them!!! hahaha... I am thinking whether i can buy them first as Jas and Mc'S presents,so that i can see them everyday till they're birthday coming. haha...

Nw at home going to back sch soon,and Determine after school go Parkway or Orchard again,afte select,i've made my mind what i need to buy.... haha...xixi..Hope there are some nice momeries r given from me in her life! hahah...Jia you jia you jia you!!! Add OiL!!

Have a nice day!

2005-08-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO BE HAPPY ALWAYS,WITH YOU,MY DEAREST FRIEND !

2005-08-01T16:51:00.000+08:00

Shit!!!

2005-07-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

MY first reaction for this pic is...

why xueting stand there??

.............

hahahaha.

Sorry,i know i ma lame....wu liaO

2005-07-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

Other than study,I don't want tO care anything anymOre nOw!
No mOney,nO talK.
These day there are somethings happen in Sch. Everyone have their own view,and e matter of fact,everyone indeed is right! In my opinion,that's alL money's Fault!! Thus There is a saying,Never talk about money between friendship or relationship.
Involve with wealth,anything will become hard to slove and mess.
After made,everything needs money to go on to maintain,include friendship and bgr. Flower,movie,shopping,foods,cloth,hp bill,cut hair,make up or anything else...
Tt's y i lazy to make frenz again. but xian zai bu jiao peng you zhao yao zai mei ge ren de sheng ri shi fu qian!!! What the #%(*%&*#!!!

Well, Today she came and talked to me again since she said she wants to make more frenz and den left me in first term of yr...
she: I feel maybe they dislike me nw...
ME: ....
She: Why?
ME: ....
She: Isn't it be'coz my earphone?
ME: ... I'm wondering why don't you ask her reture you her own earphone becoz urs is aN old one too. tt's beta than buying a new one.
she: If that's mine,i won't ask she reture.However it's not mine but is my sis's. so...
ME: She's ur sister,U can explain for ** don't pay too much.
she: I scare my sister.
ME: ...
she: she asked me must ask ** return a new one to me.
ME: ...

I adviced her returing at least half money tO her,if she still wants to take back their friendship...maybe everything will be easy again. She gave me a long slience,den finalLy said in anger: i hate money now!
SpeechlesS... She still doesn't understand how come they angry her... hai~

If i were her,what wilL i dO?
Depend on who breaks mine,of coz !! =D

2005-07-24T10:34:00.000+08:00

Method for making yogurt
1. Mix the appropriate quantities of liquid and dry ingredients given in Table I.

2.Heat this milk in a saucepan or double boiler to boiling and cool immediately to 110°F. Discard any "skin" that may have formed on the milk. Sugar may be added to the milk before boiling, if desired. Heating the milk to boiling kills any undesirable bacteria that might be pre-sent and also changes the properties of the milk protein so that it gives the yogurt a firmer body and texture.

3. To 1 gal of milk, add 1 cup of warm 110°F starter culture. Mix well but gently. Do not incorporate too much air. If too much air is mixed in, the starter culture will grow slowly.
Sanitize yogurt containers by rinsing with boiling water.

4. Pour milk into clean container(s) and cover with lid. If fruit is to be added to the yogurt, put in the bottom of the cup before adding the inoculated milk. The fruit should be at a temperature of 110°F. (Omit fruit from a small portion of the recipe and save it to use as a starter culture in the next batch.) Incubate filled containers at 110°F. Do not stir the yogurt during this period.

5. There are several ways to control temperature during incubation:
+Special yogurt-making equipment allows for careful temperature control without a thermometer and reduces the chances of failure.
+Yogurt containers can be kept warm in a gas oven with pilot light and electric bulb, or an electric oven with light bulb of sufficient wattage (approximately 100 watts).
+A Styrofoam box with light bulb may be used as an incubator.

6. Another good way to control temperature is to place yogurt containers into pans of 110°F water in an oven or an electric frying pan. Set oven temperature at lowest point to maintain water temperature at 110°F.

7.Wide-mouth thermos bottles, heating pads, and sunny windows also have been used.
Regardless of the method of temperature control used, determine ahead of time that the proper temperature can be maintained. To do this, place water or a container of water in the incubator and monitor its temperature with a thermometer.

8. Maintain 110°F temperature until the milk coagulates with a firm custard-like consistency (3-6 hrs). Check by gently tilting cup. Then refrigerate. It will keep for two to three weeks in the refrigerator.

9. Enjoy!

2005-07-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

2005-07-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

Till now i suddenlly regret i said i hate him Once. So childish at that time! Haha. Maybe because he decided to forget me all of a sudden sO i felt it's tOo fast to accept fOr me... N at tt time alsO a period Of i lost myself in dark. I thought none Of friends care when i left sch, i kept thinking hOw my lonely 18th birthday is and in Cherimas eve night none of them but only Jas greeted me in hp and i cried falling asleep tO welcome new year,2005. .... WelL,That's alsO my first time tt i finally knew i will cry for friend as well...hehe... den These and those sad things,put together,making me crazy and mad.... What really piss me off is neither she nor he...two persOn whO i love the mOst in this country,all forgetting me in every important festival... .................................................................. Oops,i complain toO much liaO. sToP heRe!! haha. Those thingz had past afteR alL. Care a ppl who don't care you anymOre is the most painful thing.....ad plague self as well....
Thus, Now Like what i said in the begining, i really regret i hated him before... cOz qUite useless i realise...haha...

Okay,Good night!

2005-07-17T15:48:00.000+08:00

Tml Oral exam in Bedok South Sec School...den today i went to find where is it first...Since it used to local near by PingYi so that i have so confidence to find easily...but when i reached there saw Bedok Green Primary School just didn't see BSSS which juz used to stand beside BGPS....i mean Sch name r be took away.....
After that i was be told Bedok South SS has been remove to JALAN LANGGAR BEDOK RD.... My first reaction is FAINT. Who can telL me why a road name should be made sUch LONG that i can't even read correctllly~!!!
Den spent almost 3 hours to look for this address.....haha...but nvm,i like walking.... so i didn't feel v bother in the way...
AlL the best!!
Have a nice day,my friend!

2005-07-16T19:52:00.000+08:00

2005-07-16T16:19:00.000+08:00

Oral coming next Monday soon,how can i get it safe?! Don't ask me TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate my voice.

Yesterday in English tuition,when i was be asked to read a paragragh,there were twO wOmen setting there n laughing nOn-stOp,even repeating tt word i read... What E *__* !!! I told myself What the hell i will care those peoples said?... I thought i wOn't of coz,bt den in the end,i lost.

Hai~ No matter how i detest the way i pronounce,Oral still will be same day and i must come to take It . -_-"" WelL, I go to check my Besta and correct my pronouncing right now.

PS: (finally realise What a GOOD CARING friend she is!! She is right,nO1 can really help me except dictionary. Hoo~ )

What rubbish i'm talking about?! Okay! haha.

BB.

2005-07-15T14:38:00.000+08:00

2005-07-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

Oh,RainbOw

2005-07-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

2005-07-08T08:46:00.000+08:00

Wonder whether J alsO falls in lOve with him while he say he loves anOther gaL... If RECENTLY really like that,Den I go on putting a step intO this kind Of relationship which has quite messy For what?!! ...That sounds sO bad.. hai~ hahax...

YuTing called me last night say she's gOing to marry tO him already... sO they planed to live together first pratice awhile.....+_="" i sO excited,but Cant say it's a good or bad news now...Everything wilL change in quick wink...

she only 20 this year...bigger than me 1 year....1 year....but she soon will go intO anOther area tt absolutely different from now.....

2005-07-07T12:39:00.000+08:00

I am in sch now...sitting in front Of PCU...sOmeone sit beside me seeing what am i write.....sO i say she is most lovely gal i ever seen...=]
decide where am i going tO after scH...

2005-06-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

Today is theiR SchOOL reOpen Day! =]Den dOn't knOw why suddenly misS them deEpLy...Another New teRm start wIthOut me.......... Remember ytd i even dream K at night,seeing we hand hold hand go tO take exam tOgether....happy like KiDs.....and XiaOting in there as weLl...We laugh and cry and JumP Up and dOwn.........That feEling sO freSh and real caused me can't beLieve it's jUz a dream when i woke Up....Hai~ If at that time i work haRder and hArdEr and haRdeR,maybe thiS dream wiLl cOme TRUE...bUt now say it stilL gt what Use??!! What a useLeSs! -_-""....

i dunnO why Xueting onLine and den go tO tag Jas and mc's board in their blog Only, forgetting me...except minE....To be honest,it hurts me abit....................Am i expect toO mUch?! Or diDn't i do anything wRong?....Shit...what's wRong wif M E now?? haha...

Recevied K and Jas de msg in the early mOrning,greeting me gOOd mOrniNg and K said wOrk haRd together... and den i fOund i cant stOp smiLing...and these sentenses maKe me stAy on clOud nine fOr Whole day! siNcE i Live them...i live on those lines for wHoLe Day. sO tOday my mOod keeP on hAppy in sChOoL...diDn't act..i know tt......hahaha..... OoPS...hahaha...

2005-06-27T20:41:00.000+08:00

http://www.cisco.com/en/US/learning/netacad/index.html

In case forget one day Or lost paper where i wrote this address...sO pOst heRe...hehe.

2005-06-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

Horoscope Match
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2005-06-22T13:20:00.000+08:00

NEVER EXPLAIN
True friends dOn't need it...
and your enemies wOn't believe you anyway!!!

Don't cOmplain anyhOw!!
It will bOther yOur true Friends and b3 troublesOme...
and, enemies wOn't listen to yOu and cOncentrate On what did you say and bOther!!

i have respOnsible to solve my Own prOblem!!!

Friend is friend,sharing jOy and happiness oNlY...None Of them are respOnsibe for hOw am i and tO b3 my Listener... !!! Why Old till now i just start to understand this simpLe truth??

StUpId!!!!

2005-06-22T13:16:00.001+08:00

WaiTan Night!!

2005-06-22T13:16:00.000+08:00

ShangHai--- Wai Tan! =]

2005-06-22T13:15:00.000+08:00

Sight Of My WonderfuL Shanghai Night!!!

2005-06-19T16:43:00.000+08:00

Why everything juz can't tO be nORmaL?!!! Y i sUch Us3lesS!! Hate ME,hate myselF,hate a girL calLs NW!! AahHhhh....!!!!!!!!
Why always act i don't care but actually i really dO and don't know hOW to express den be misunderstood by ppl?...Y such false?!!
Everytime see your shORt response,it hurt me...
When anger makes me copy the way you did,exchange a shOrt response,i hurt myself badly just by doing that........again and again.....i can't handle...i donn't want tO guess what are you thinking anymOre....
Obviously,i have nO enough either patience or time tO play your game as well...PLS GIVE ME A SERIOUS A SENSE OF SECURITY IF YOU STILL CARE FOR ME... I MEAN STILL...
it's unfair you think everything your own and let me guess what's wrong with you alone....worryiing...
It seemed that nicer you was tO me in private,the meaner you had to be tO me in pUblic...tt's piSS off...

Looking back,..if i become honest abit,would outcome be different now?

good night!!

2005-06-18T17:40:00.000+08:00

http://flash2.1ting.com/znew2/200503/12/9.swf

2005-05-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

i will let it go..this time is final real...i won't regret again and let you control my mood anymore. i am my own master!!!

2005-05-25T16:23:00.000+08:00

And,See All of them seems slim down badly,can sense they're really quite stress now...it reminds me tt there are no much time leave,i have to work harder with them together right now!! Chong!!!

2005-05-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

Today went NTUCC buy thing,and den heard a song,which he sent me,played at tt time... feeling so touch again by it's melody. imagin if i'm tt grandpa de grandma,den how beatiful it is!=D
IF You Get There Before I Do

i read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
grandpa kept it in his coat
and he showed it once to me
he said boy you might not understand
but a long long time ago
grandmas daddy didn't like me none
but i loved your grandma so
we had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
get married in the first town we came to and live forever
but nailed to the tree where we were suppose to meet instead
i found this letter and this is what it said:
if you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love me

i read those words just hours before my grandma passed away
in the doorway of the church where me and gandpa stopped to pray
i know i've never seen him cry
in all me fifteen years
but as he read these words to her
his eyes filled up with tears
if you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love me

and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love me

2005-05-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

What is right for one soul may not be Right for another. It may mean having to stand on your own and do sth strange in the eyes of Others.

2005-05-22T20:33:00.000+08:00

There are many times i can't stop desiring to open his xanga. Just take a look,juz want to know how's he these days...and in the end,i endured.
"When a man no longer looks for your time, do not wish to look for him back"
Tt's what boundary i appreciate so bofore....but,when I even endure to have a conversation with him through MSN,again and again. Open his window and just stare his name on the screen,speechless... i sank farther into my seat...heart aching... Other than did it,what else can i do for revealing my unceasing misses... %$#^%*&!!! hate the situation changes to the situation which cannot be recalled.

2005-05-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

I'm a person who will think alot alone... im A woman who wants to be your whole world..if im not your best,i prefer we become to stranger...im a friend whom you gave me a drop of water,i will return a cup of water! im a person who hard to fall in love and hard to put down as well. im... However,whatever who am i or what am i, you have no any desire to know ba? hai.. when i start loving you? why i have no courage to delete Xanga? Actually you know everything right? you just pretend clueless right? hai...yalo. i shld be understand already de! yOU don't have any heart to know relationship,what else can i expect? haha...forget it.....*Take Care* .

2005-05-21T11:59:00.000+08:00

Still don't understand y i will desperately hope to do the best of best for her no matter what she asked...Even is my own thing i also will delay to last minute,and won't be like that so work hard nervously..it seems her matter is more important than mine.. Yes,she treats me as good friend even can say 'best' as well...but her good for me seems only appear inside always...and put on her cold express to me outside... Am i very embarrassing to introduce to her friends as best friend? or she afraids she will lost or hurt other friends for gaining mine only?? IM EXHAUSE TO GUESS WHAT'S SHE GOING TO SAY ANYMORE!! pls don't hurt me again! There is a wound still haven't reveal in my heart..i can't handle one more again! 'oh,i forget today is ur birthday.' i live on this line for whole 2 year. not long not short,for me,but hurt enough.. U won't know foreveR...

2005-05-16T21:01:00.000+08:00

When the heart is in enough pain it will seek comfort in its own way. So That's why I let U gO... Let it gO..

2005-05-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

Now you will feel no rain,For each of you will be shelter to the other.
Now you will feel no cold,For each of you will be warmth to the other.
Now there is no more lonliness for you,For each of you will be companion to the other.
Now you are two bodies,But ther is only one life before you.
Go now to your dwelling place,To enter into the day of your togetherness.
And may your days be good,and long upon the earth.
No Matter What Happen,Believe Me,You are the whole world for me! I will prOtect U tilL i die.
Till I Die!

2005-05-16T20:17:00.000+08:00

If No Matter What i Treature,I'm Still Not Your Best Friend,i Perfer To Become Stranger With You.

2005-05-15T22:39:00.000+08:00

my world,exploring...

2005-05-15T18:52:00.000+08:00

Finally searched this picture again... it makes me recall many memories back... Though i wouldn't like to regret,whenever thinking of i spent many time to draw it,and now it still seems damn useless,my heart break into piece...abit sad ba... =p

2005-05-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

Time will change everything slowly including our friendship. It doesn't matter becasue it's none of our's fault,and because i still can't forget you so i'd learn to forgive. Who cares my forgiveness? Of coz got,got me care myself!!!. =] *""+

2005-05-10T10:21:00.000+08:00

Promised me,you no longer being sad. Face the bright side of world,Live in happy always!!

2005-05-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

Cutest Gril! Can i like her? =p

2005-05-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

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2005-05-09T21:03:00.000+08:00

Nothing will be TOUCH forever,But the revolutionannries.

2005-05-09T21:02:00.000+08:00

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2005-05-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

nan han!

2005-05-07T15:01:00.000+08:00

There is a place in our heart reserved only for our Mum, and no-one else on Earth can fill that space!! I LVOE MY MOTHER!!!

2005-05-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

You\'er just too good to be true
Can\'t take my eyes off you
You\'d be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I\'m alive
You\'re just too good to be true
Can\'t take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There\'s nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it\'s real
You\'re just too good to be true
Can\'t take my eyes off you

I love you baby,and if it\'s quite all right
I need you baby to warm the lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh pretty baby,don\'t bring me down,I pray
Oh pretty baby,now that I found you stay

And let me love you,baby,Let me love you...

I love you baby,and if it\'s quite all right
I need you baby to warm the lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh pretty baby,don\'t bring me down,I pray
Oh pretty baby,now that I found you stay

Oh pretty baby,Trust in me when I say:oh pretty baby...