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Tuesday, May 31, 2005


i will let it go..this time is final real...i won't regret again and let you control my mood anymore. i am my own master!!!

:: posted by ToMatO | 8:16 PM |

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Wednesday, May 25, 2005


And,See All of them seems slim down badly,can sense they're really quite stress now...it reminds me tt there are no much time leave,i have to work harder with them together right now!! Chong!!!

:: posted by ToMatO | 4:23 PM |

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Tuesday, May 24, 2005


Today went NTUCC buy thing,and den heard a song,which he sent me,played at tt time... feeling so touch again by it's melody. imagin if i'm tt grandpa de grandma,den how beatiful it is!=D
IF You Get There Before I Do

i read a note my grandma wrote back in 1923
grandpa kept it in his coat
and he showed it once to me
he said boy you might not understand
but a long long time ago
grandmas daddy didn't like me none
but i loved your grandma so
we had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
get married in the first town we came to and live forever
but nailed to the tree where we were suppose to meet instead
i found this letter and this is what it said:
if you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love me

i read those words just hours before my grandma passed away
in the doorway of the church where me and gandpa stopped to pray
i know i've never seen him cry
in all me fifteen years
but as he read these words to her
his eyes filled up with tears
if you get there before i do
don't give up on me
i'll meet you when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down
darling wait and see
and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love me

and between now and then
until i see you again
i'll be lovin' you
love me

:: posted by ToMatO | 8:02 PM |

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What is right for one soul may not be Right for another. It may mean having to stand on your own and do sth strange in the eyes of Others.

:: posted by ToMatO | 1:46 PM |

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Sunday, May 22, 2005


There are many times i can't stop desiring to open his xanga. Just take a look,juz want to know how's he these days...and in the end,i endured.
"When a man no longer looks for your time, do not wish to look for him back"
Tt's what boundary i appreciate so bofore....but,when I even endure to have a conversation with him through MSN,again and again. Open his window and just stare his name on the screen,speechless... i sank farther into my seat...heart aching... Other than did it,what else can i do for revealing my unceasing misses... %$#^%*&!!! hate the situation changes to the situation which cannot be recalled.

:: posted by ToMatO | 8:33 PM |

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Saturday, May 21, 2005


I'm a person who will think alot alone... im A woman who wants to be your whole world..if im not your best,i prefer we become to stranger...im a friend whom you gave me a drop of water,i will return a cup of water! im a person who hard to fall in love and hard to put down as well. im... However,whatever who am i or what am i, you have no any desire to know ba? hai.. when i start loving you? why i have no courage to delete Xanga? Actually you know everything right? you just pretend clueless right? hai...yalo. i shld be understand already de! yOU don't have any heart to know relationship,what else can i expect? haha...forget it.....*Take Care* .

:: posted by ToMatO | 12:35 PM |

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Still don't understand y i will desperately hope to do the best of best for her no matter what she asked...Even is my own thing i also will delay to last minute,and won't be like that so work hard nervously..it seems her matter is more important than mine.. Yes,she treats me as good friend even can say 'best' as well...but her good for me seems only appear inside always...and put on her cold express to me outside... Am i very embarrassing to introduce to her friends as best friend? or she afraids she will lost or hurt other friends for gaining mine only?? IM EXHAUSE TO GUESS WHAT'S SHE GOING TO SAY ANYMORE!! pls don't hurt me again! There is a wound still haven't reveal in my heart..i can't handle one more again! 'oh,i forget today is ur birthday.' i live on this line for whole 2 year. not long not short,for me,but hurt enough.. U won't know foreveR...

:: posted by ToMatO | 11:59 AM |

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Monday, May 16, 2005


When the heart is in enough pain it will seek comfort in its own way. So That's why I let U gO... Let it gO..

:: posted by ToMatO | 9:01 PM |

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Now you will feel no rain,For each of you will be shelter to the other.
Now you will feel no cold,For each of you will be warmth to the other.
Now there is no more lonliness for you,For each of you will be companion to the other.
Now you are two bodies,But ther is only one life before you.
Go now to your dwelling place,To enter into the day of your togetherness.
And may your days be good,and long upon the earth.
No Matter What Happen,Believe Me,You are the whole world for me! I will prOtect U tilL i die.
Till I Die!

:: posted by ToMatO | 8:33 PM |

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If No Matter What i Treature,I'm Still Not Your Best Friend,i Perfer To Become Stranger With You.

:: posted by ToMatO | 8:17 PM |

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Sunday, May 15, 2005


my world,exploring...

:: posted by ToMatO | 10:39 PM |

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Finally searched this picture again... it makes me recall many memories back... Though i wouldn't like to regret,whenever thinking of i spent many time to draw it,and now it still seems damn useless,my heart break into piece...abit sad ba... =p

:: posted by ToMatO | 6:52 PM |

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Saturday, May 14, 2005


Time will change everything slowly including our friendship. It doesn't matter becasue it's none of our's fault,and because i still can't forget you so i'd learn to forgive. Who cares my forgiveness? Of coz got,got me care myself!!!. =] *""+

:: posted by ToMatO | 8:37 PM |

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Tuesday, May 10, 2005


Promised me,you no longer being sad. Face the bright side of world,Live in happy always!!

:: posted by ToMatO | 10:21 AM |

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Monday, May 09, 2005


Cutest Gril! Can i like her? =p

:: posted by ToMatO | 9:24 PM |

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:: posted by ToMatO | 9:07 PM |

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:: posted by ToMatO | 9:06 PM |

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Nothing will be TOUCH forever,But the revolutionannries.

:: posted by ToMatO | 9:03 PM |

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.

:: posted by ToMatO | 9:02 PM |

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:: posted by ToMatO | 9:01 PM |

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nan han!

:: posted by ToMatO | 9:01 PM |

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Saturday, May 07, 2005


There is a place in our heart reserved only for our Mum, and no-one else on Earth can fill that space!! I LVOE MY MOTHER!!!

:: posted by ToMatO | 3:01 PM |

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You\'er just too good to be true
Can\'t take my eyes off you
You\'d be like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I\'m alive
You\'re just too good to be true
Can\'t take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There\'s nothing else to compare
The sight of you leaves me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it\'s real
You\'re just too good to be true
Can\'t take my eyes off you

I love you baby,and if it\'s quite all right
I need you baby to warm the lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh pretty baby,don\'t bring me down,I pray
Oh pretty baby,now that I found you stay

And let me love you,baby,Let me love you...

I love you baby,and if it\'s quite all right
I need you baby to warm the lonely night
I love you baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh pretty baby,don\'t bring me down,I pray
Oh pretty baby,now that I found you stay

Oh pretty baby,Trust in me when I say:oh pretty baby...

:: posted by ToMatO | 10:19 AM |

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Friday, May 06, 2005


I hate to become like such strange with him... i still want to slim and be pretty for what? the person who i love want to avoid me already... i,for what?

:: posted by ToMatO | 5:29 PM |

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Tuesday, May 03, 2005


hahaha...My parent celebrate my birthday today...tt's all my mummy and Ah-ma cook de for me...They're wonderful!!! hahaha...You can call me PIG!!! haha..

:: posted by ToMatO | 7:28 PM |

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Monday, May 02, 2005


Happy Birthday To Me!!! =D

:: posted by ToMatO | 8:06 PM |

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Age : 31
D.O.B : 03/05/1986
Sign : Taurus
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